The word that popped in my head was: wall flower.
No matter how hard I tried to find a more appropriate word for `wall flower' nothing seemed an apt.
Wall flower refused to fade away in my head.
Fade away like the boy/man in the picture.
For fade away he did into the background.
I had been watching him for quite sometime.
He was watching me watch him, with a smile on his face.
A smile that quite didn't reach his eyes.
A smile that didn't vary in its length.
A length that was careful in not crossing over to joy.
A smile that expressed boredom, tolerance and indifference.
He was alive but not ALIVE at that moment.
All the time that I watched him he did not make a sale.
It did not bother him.
People hardly stopped by to look at the goods on sale.
It again did not bother him.
He just sat there listening to music.
With a half smile plastered on his face.
Watching the world go by, without actually being in it.
It didn't bother him a bit.
Oh, how I yearned to step into his mind for just a moment - for I believe the mind of a wall-flower is as interesting if not more....
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